Luke 18:9-14                                                                  Conversations with God

Oct. 28, 2007                                                                  By Rev. Kathy McDowell 

 

Have you ever been in a situation where you overheard a conversation

that was meant for someone else? 

I suspect that if we did a study of this before and after cell phones,

we would discover that we are now overhearing

many more conversations than we used to.  

Cell phone conversations take place everywhere and anywhere.  

I go to the grocery store, and as I push my cart down the frozen food aisle

or bread aisle or whatever,

I’ll walk past someone who is having this animated conversation

and I think he’s trying to tell me something.

And THEN I realize he’s having a conversation with someone else on his cell phone.  Many of these conversations are not just your standard

“Hello, how are you conversations?”

They reveal a lot about relationships. 

Like the conversation Dave overheard in the airport terminal one time

as a young woman, talking on her cell phone, broke up with her boyfriend.

 

This week, I feel like I’ve been overhearing conversations - but not from cell phones. 

I have been living in the world of the Pharisee and the tax collector

who we heard from in today’s scripture reading. 

What we’ve heard is their conversations with God.  

Add to that the worship skit that Joe and Pam shared with us

about another conversation with God.   

Now these conversations were actually prayers -

but prayer after all, is a conversation with God. 

These conversations - these prayers - 

reveal something about us and our relationship with God.

 

There’s the bargaining prayer -

“Lord, if you would just do this for me this one time,

then I promise I will come back to church.”  

There’s the begging prayer - “Please Lord, you know I need this.  Please give it to me.”  There’s the accusatory prayer - “Lord, why did you let this happen to me?” 

And there’s the emergency prayer -

“Lord, I know it’s been a while since I’ve checked in.

But you see, there’s something that has come up.”  

Now I’m not trying to send anyone on a guilt trip.

All of us have prayed in all of these ways at some time or another. 

In fact, the psalms are full of these very types of prayers. 

The point is that the way we pray says something

about who we are and who we think God is.     

 

In today’s scripture reading, the conversations that we overhear tell us something

about these men and their relationship with God. 

The conversations come in the form of another of Jesus’ parables. 

The Greek word for parable means literally to toss alongside. 

So as we hear this parable, we are invited to make comparison.

 

At first glance, this one is easy.  Listen to the Pharisee: 

“God I thank you than I am not like other people:

thieves, rogues, adulterers or even like this tax collector. 

I fast twice a week; I give a tenth of all my income.”

 

And listen to the tax collector:  “God be merciful to me, a sinner.”

 

It’s easy to conclude that the Pharisee is the villain -

proud, self-righteous, self-congratulatory, judgmental, boasting.  

And the tax collector is the hero - humble, simple, prayerful, repentant, contrite. 

None of us want to identify ourselves with the Pharisee. 

We all want to be the tax collector. 

 

And the end of the parable seems to confirm our first impressions. 

“For all who exalt themselves will be humbled

and all who humble themselves will be exalted.” 

This story tells of a truly radical reversal that is the core of the Good News: 

God loves the sinner. God justifies even the ungodly.

 

But wait a minute.  Maybe this isn’t so simple. 

The Pharisee wasn’t all bad. 

He was doing what was right, what the law required.

In fact he was going beyond the law.  

He was fasting more than most righteous people.  

He was tithing on everything -

not just certain agricultural products as laid out in the law. 

Based on his prayer, we know he was NOT a thief, a rogue, an adulterer, or a cheat. 

By all appearances he was the good guy. 

His prayer may have been offensive, but his life looked good.

 

And in the same way, the tax collector wasn’t all good. 

He is a Jew, but works for Rome,

collecting unfair and burdensome taxes from the Jews,

willing to commit all sorts of fraud to make a profit,

tangled up in corrupt political and economic systems. 

He is religiously unclean because of his contacts with Gentiles. 

When it comes to collecting taxes from the destitute people in his district,

he would have been heartless.  He was a traitor to his own people.

His prayer may have been pleasing, but his life was an offense. 

So the question of who’s the good guy and who’s the bad guy is not quite so clear.

It’s not just a question of who is proud and who is humble.

In the end, the reason the tax collector goes home justified - made right -

before God, is because he is totally dependent on God and God’s grace. 

“God be merciful to me a sinner,” he prays.

 

God justifies anyone who confesses and relies on grace.  

If we go home today, proud of ourselves because we’re so humble,

then we haven’t understood grace. 

The grace of God is always an unexpected gift. 

If we think we are the ones who make grace happen - then it is no longer grace. 

If we think we know who God’s grace is for -  then it is no longer grace.  

Grace is all gift.  And there is only one response to that gift of grace.

According to theologian Karl Barth,

“Gratitude is the precise creaturely counterpart to the grace of God.”

 

Which brings us to our stewardship emphasis for this fall,

which we have called “A Season of Gratitude.”

We are going to be focusing on God’s gracious gifts to us.  

I’ll say more about that in a minute. 

 

But first, let’s be straight with each other. 

When you hear that I am planning not one -

but four straight weeks of preaching and teaching on stewardship -

what’s your honest reaction? 

Who feels positive about that?  Stick your hand up. 

Who feels negative about that?  Raise your hand. 

Come on, you can be honest. 

Who is planning on being out of town? 

The ones who are already out of town can’t even raise their hand for that question.

 

I want to encourage us to rethink any negatives we may have about stewardship

because this next few weeks will be a time

NOT to talk about money and budgets and bottom lines and breaking even. 

These next few weeks in worship we are going to have an opportunity

to grow deeper in our relationship with God. 

Because stewardship - just like prayer -

reveals something about our relationship with God. 

When we start taking stewardship seriously,

we start growing deeper in our relationship with God.

 

Back to the theme of our stewardship season. 

Notice it’s “A Season of Gratitude.”  

The theme is NOT Building the Kingdom. 

Or Reviving the Church.

Or Striving for the Future.  

It’s not even Pulling Ourselves Up by the Bootstraps.

That’s because these are NOT the foundation for growing a church.   

The foundation for any church must be gratitude for God’s grace and love.

 

So for the next four weeks we are going to be thankful. 

We are going to recognize God’s gifts to us. 

We are going to be grateful for God’s grace.    

That must be the foundation of our church and of our stewardship.  

Because when we live in thanksgiving, we want to give.  

All giving comes from thanksgiving. 

 

When we give to the church,

we are not giving to the budget, to a person, to a program. 

We are ultimately giving as an act of worship.

We are giving in grateful thanksgiving that God’s grace is right here. 

And we give because we want to be - we are excited about being -

part of how God is using us to channel that grace to others. 

 

We are taking some time with stewardship this fall,

because we want you to have the time to have some conversations about stewardship.   You may want to talk about stewardship with your spouse or family members,

with your church friends or Sunday School class, with yourself, and with God. 

 

What might some of these conversations sound like?  

Our conversations with our husbands or wives might be like this: 

“Let’s talk about what we’re going to commit to the church this year.

Is there a way we can make an increase?”

 

Dave and I have come to a place where we tithe but only because we have had conversations like this over many years. 

 

Our conversations with our church friends or Sunday School might go like this:

“What does the Bible say about giving? 

How did the early church manage its money?”

 

My sense is that the modern church doesn’t talk too much about money -

we talk too little about money.

 

Our conversations with ourselves might be about our attitudes. 

“Am I really giving my first fruits to God, or just the leftovers?” 

 

One of the best examples of what it means to give your first fruits

comes from a friend who remembers her mother writing checks

at the beginning of each month when her father was paid.  

The first thing this mother did was to write four checks -

one for each Sunday of the month - and then stick them in her Bible. 

Then each Sunday, when it was time for church,

there were the first fruits, ready to give to God’s work in that church.

 

Or our conversations with ourselves might sound something like this: 

“Do I really need that new (fill in the blank) this year?”  

 

Stewardship is not just giving your 10 percent. 

It is what you do with the other 90 percent.

 

But most of all, I want us to have conversations with God. 

Prayerful conversations that might sound like:

“God, guide me into your decision about my church.”

Or “Lord, help me to recognize your grace all around and let that guide my giving.” 

 

The amount you commit to giving to our church this next year matters much less

than the conversation you’ve had with God to get to that giving decision. 

 

It’s true that there is a lot to be thankful for here at our church.  

This past week I wrote an article for our church newsletter for November and I ran out of space counting all the things I’m thankful for here at PCCC. 

Our worship together.

All the children we have here.

Solid Bible study and Sunday School opportunities.

Strong music.

Committed leadership.

Prayer warriors.

Our strong outreach.

People who are stepping up to new responsibilities.

Visitors and guests each week.

Our pumpkin patch!

 

But these are just the little things.

 

The big gift is God’s grace.

For that we give thanks --

and we are asked to give back.    Amen.